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Yes day was my college's third annual drag show and my first. It was a blast. I helped decorate which was fun. We used balloons ,electric candles and lots of Valentine things. There were 26 acts and I was not one of them.  Most of the performers were amateurs but we did have one professional who was fabulous. Over 200 people showed up to support us. The money earned from the drag show go to a scholarship fund for LGBT students.  The whole night was amazing beside the fact that it lasted four hours long, but still was enjoyable.     

Today I can finally relax, for awhile. I had my first chemistry and psychology test today and I think I did a really good on them.  I was finally able to go to my school first GSA meeting for the quarter because of school conflicts. In a few weeks the GSA will be having its annually drag show. This will be my first drag show every and excited to see it. But we still have lots of stuff to prepare for it, so I will be busy with that. In English I am writing an argument essay about gay adopt, I am for it. This weekend I might being send the night with my good friend which I am excited about. The only thing is that she is a girl and I have never spent the night at one of my girl friend's home, also her parents are going to be gone. Nothing is going to happen since I am gay, but it still kinda weird.     

I am really stressed out right now. I have three test this week; psychology, chemistry and english. I also need to start writing my english essay. I wish I was back in Hawaii right now. I also need to fill out scholarships and put them in the mail before the due dates which are coming up soon. For my school I need to do a senior project which is really complicated and lame. But I want to graduate from high school so it needs to be done. In the beginning of February my college starts assigning dorms and roommates. I hope to get the dorm I want and a good roommate. I wonder if it is possible for two gay guys rooming together. Well I need to get back to studying and I will do better job on posting.

Hawaii was awesome and i really miss the nice weather. School has started and there is a lot of work involved. I am taking four classes; chem, english, piano and psychology. Chem is the hardest out of them all because I involves so much work. I really like psychology and thinking about majoring in it. I have been writing none stop, for I am applying to lots of scholarships. I can't wait to be done and won many scholarships. Life right now is rather rough but I been worst. I just got push forward and keep on going. 

Two more days till I leave for Hawaii for two weeks! I am so excited to be going for the first time ever. I have not been on a plane for a long time and I don't know how I will handle about a six hour flight. I am still unsure what I am going to do there but I what to do everything possible. I cannot wait till I am able to go swimming in the clear blue waters. I want to explore some of the gay scene in Hawaii and hopefully meet people. I am not going to do any one night stands but just make friends. The only thing that is not great about everything is that I have to go right back to school when I return. It has been so long since I did any work, it's not going to be fun to have to get back the the habit. But I am ready to go back to college. I hope everyone has a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year.

College has been over for a week now and i has been great. I have be able to relax, hang out with friends, work out and fill out scholarships. Last friday me and some friends went to the local zoo for an event called zoo lights. Its where the zoo is covered in lights and you are able to walk around and see animals with the amazing light display. But before we went to the zoo we were able to go shopping at a  near by mall. I got a pikachu doll, l love Pokemon.  A friend and I the other day made Christmas cookies. We made sugar cookies and used cookie cuts. Also we frosted them and decorated them with sprinkles. In my college classes I got there A and one B+. It is alright for my first quarter of college. Today I did my first spin class. I really enjoyed it and can't wait to do it again. Next week I leave for Hawaii! I really excited to go swimming and making new friends. I want to explore some the gay places there but not exactly sure on where to go. 

This week I have finals then I will be done with my first quarter at college. I love college and can't wait till I am at western not year. It will be nice though to have the break. For Christmas this I will be spending it in Hawaii with my family. This is my first time going to Hawaii and I am really excited. I stumbled upon an amazing comic book series, The young avengers. I really enjoy reading them especially because of Billy and Teddy. If you know who I am talking about then personal I like Teddy but I like Billy's powers. Yesterday I had so much fun hanging out with my friend. We watched a movie I can not remember but It was hilarious. Then we ate dinner and watched football. I really enjoy spending time with her because we have a lot in common and I can be myself. I think I am starting to go into relapse and having problems like last spring. But at least this time I have tons of support and resources. 

Wow my life never seems to have a dull moment. School is going great and is winding down. I could really use the break and spend more time with friends. I i am now Vice president of the GSA club at my school and very excited to be. I also I am in my friends senior one act. I am extremely nervous about acting because I get horrible stage fright. Thanksgiving was great and spent a good time with my family. I told my cousins I am gay and they accepted and really did care. This weekend I read this comic book that I love and has me hooked. It was a marvel comic about the young avengers. One of the reasons I love the young avengers is because of Teddy and Billy or Hulking and Wiccan. I am diffidently going to read more of there comics. Today after my first play practice I told one of my friends I was gay and she was totally fine with it. I am really glad she is because I really like her as a friend. Also today I signed up for my winter classes. I so glad i am doing running start but still can't wait till i go to WWU!  

Sorry that I have not posted in a while but I have been busy and/or to lazy to get on. Well I will start on last Friday. Both test went well, I got B's on my chem and math test. Last weekend I did piratically nothing. All I did was read, watch tv, play Pokemon and chores. Then on monday I went to a friends birthday party which was really fun. This week so far at school has gone well but it is really close to finals and its scary. The college's GSA is  needing new officers for winter quarter, I planing to take a spot but don't know which one i will take. I am very confused and unsure about something. I don't know if I should wrestle this with everything going on but lots of people want me to. But I want to get a job and focus on school. If you have some advice or an opinion on what to do it would be greatly appreciated.  

This is another week and hopefully another good one. Friday I went to my friends house and watched the Vampire Dairies.It was good and interesting and hope to watch more. This weekend was fun and trying. I went to my friend's house this weekend and had an all night. First we ate pizza and played Super smash bros brawl on the wii. Then we played the card game magic, my firs time and also had a good time. Then I started to play a game called League of legends online, It was so much fun, I was hooked and played non-stop. I went to bed a t 6 and did not wake up till 11.  I played more league of legends and then went home. The past days have been a little stressful cause I have two test this Friday to be worried about but I think I will do fine. I got more info from the college I want to go too. I am so excited and can't wait till next year.

This week had been amazing. Monday was a good day and I got to hang out with my friend and watch a movie. Tuesday I had a nice relaxing day. Wednesday was great! First of all it was Halloween. My school does a thing called haunted halls where kids come and do different activities. I helped out and afterword a friend and I did some tricks. She had some left over pumpkins that we took and left on some peoples houses. We did nothing bad or damaged anything and only did it to people we knew. It was some senior fun! Today I got accepted to the college I wanted to go! I am so happy and so relived. I also went to my college GSA meeting this week and was very happy about. I can wait to get more involved in it.    

Today was great. The lady gave me the car and it's fabulous. It's practically new and runs great. The house sitting job went well and can't wait to do it again. Today was a great way to end a weekend and I hope I have a good start tomorrow.

This past week has been rough and great. I had an essay due Thursday and a Chem test on friday. I did a good job on the paper and got good reviews. I think I nailed the Chem test but I am still nervous. I did really good on one Spanish quiz and then mala on another one. I like Spanish but I wish it was easier to learn and understand. Then the weekend came and I thought I would get some rest and relaxation, dead wrong on that. This weekend I am house sitting for someone because they have a dog that doesn't like to be home alone. But I was also suppose to get my new car today but did not happen:( The lady that is giving me the car has some serious issue and decided to wait on it and think it over. We been planning this for a week now and it totally screwed up my plans for this weekend. Now that I dont have the car, I cant go to my friends house and watch the mtv series Awkward and have to go home and wait for her to change her mind. But then I will be able to start on some homework. Lastly, I think i am starting to fall in love with someone, and I think he starting to notice me.....

Yesterday was my senior homecoming and it was so much fun. I was in a group with two other couples. Our group decided to get a limo which was awesome. It was so much fun riding with everyone and have someone else drive. I took dozens of pictures of us riding in the limo. Dinner was great and the food was tasty, I got London broil. and besides one thing that happened. My date dropped a piece of lettuce down her dress. She laughed so hard that she spat out a pick of lettuce that got caught in my eyebrow. She was so embarrassed that she ran to the bathroom with tears in her eye. I felt so bad because I was laughing so hard too. But after awhile we all forgot about it and were ready to head back to the dance. The dance itself wasn't the greatest because the DJ decided to quit on us at the last second so we head to use a teacher's iphone:/  I danced as much as I could before we decided to leave. We headed back to someones house to watch a movie, Captain America, btw I love Chris Evans. We were half way through the movie when we all decided to go home because it was really late. This was one of my favorite dances and was a good last homecoming. The only thing I wish and hope I can do in the future is take a boy to a dance.

These past  couple days have been better then Friday. I had a good weekend visiting my brother over at college. Played lots of Pokemon and I am loving it, total pokegreek. School has been amazing, I love all my college classes. My teachers are nice and make learning fun. Meeting new people and making new friends. Hoping to get involved in the local GSA there. This year is going to be different then the past couple years, and I can't wait. Also Happy Anti-Bullying Day! I hope everyone wore purple to support it. Thank you to all who did. 

Today I got a haircut in the morning. After I was done and I went back to my car to leave, it would not start. I don't know what was wrong with it but I was stranded for five hours in the barber shop till my mom finally got my phone calls and came to pick me up. Now I think I ate something bad and got food poisoning, great way to start off the weekend.  

The past couple days have been enjoyable. Saturday I did practically nothing besides read, play video games and homework. Sunday a friend and I went to see Pitch Perfect which was amazing! Then we went to gamestop so I could get the new pokemon game ahhhh! I haven't played it yet because I have my first chem test tomorrow and I want to study for it. Wish me luck! 

Today was a really good day. First, I got a really good math score on my first test. Chemistry was fun and enjoyable because we are talking about things I like. English was interesting. Finally got enrolled into spanish online and it's going to be easy to do and learn. Had a good work. Lastly I went to a local coffee shop and talked with my friend for about an hour and half. It was great and we had a good chat. Now I home relaxing and doing homework. This year is really starting to look up for me and I am excited.
 

Today I had to withdraw from my Spanish class and start an online class today because my teacher is homophobic. I really enjoyed the class but the side comments and little insults got old. Im sad to do so because a lot of my friends were in that class and I hardly ever got to see them. Now I will rarely see them, but I going to make a great effort to make sure I get chances to hang out with them. But on the bright side I can stay at the college longer and make new friends. 

Today was a normal day with some great perks. English was canceled today so I was able to leave the college an hour early today. Had an easy day at the high school and hanged out with friends after school. We went to someones house and then on to subway. After subway we went to watch a soccer game to cheer for a friend. We left the soccer game early because I had to get home and study. I was hoping I would be able to tell them I was gay but I never got the chance. I have my first math test this friday. I am not to nervous but what to do really good on it. So now I get to review and study. Wish me luck!